|Current mood:||mixed up, worried and sore|
|Current music:||Muse: interlude|
Managed to make contact with a friend i've known through my racing, he helped me out last night and we were talking for about 3 hours from around 11:30 to 2:30. He really helped, gave me more confidence and set me straight, i still don't know whether to speak to her but i will speak to her possibly next week i think. I think that should give her enough time to sort herself out. if not then i will just have to do it anyway, because i'd rather be passed this. it's been too many days of thoughts with her in them, and now, it's time to make or break, if it doesn't work then it doesn't, simple as that. we can stay friends and that'll be it.
just shown some poeple around the house, not sure what their thoughts were on that however, liked it a lot but then you can never tell what another person is thinking in reality.