| Current mood: |  awake |
| Current music: | nothing but the TV |
it is a paranormal thing. happy halloween yall
You know what I realize but not sure if it would stick. I do not need anyone’s emotional approval, opinion or anything that could have a substantial affect on any decision I make. I realize that some of advice I took in the past has put me in positions I do not want to be in. so many things would have been different if I stuck to what I felt. Eh…
I am increasingly not liking my friend mike. It is one thing to be care free but it is a whole other thing to be stupid. His reasoning of right and wrong and rules are so misguided it nearly caused us to fight. I see that Juron feeling or intuition , suggestion was wrong and I should just slowly cut myself off.
As for white soul we haven’t been talking much. We are all talked out really. Does he have a genuine interest in me I do not know. Time will tell and yes I showed interest in him but if he knows it I do not know either but it did cross my mind that someone , somewhere is not feeling this potential union. Like my single-hood means so much cause of what ever. Is that paranoia? I just want someone to be in love with me and actually show it .
Apocalypse real name has popped up everywhere among other things. I try to ignore the signs but I haven’t had a word from him so I don’t know if he is ok or just thinking about me a lot .I know it all sounds dumb but I am a believer of signs around me , for example I saw an interracial (black female white male) with a kid. Is that a sign of thing to come ? I do not know but it is a semi-rare sight for me. Out of the usual things just catch me all the time.
That is all for my rant. I will have more later on today but these past few weeks I haven’t felt like writing. I haven’t even been able to read my new looking glass wars book because of school work.
See yall later today. comment on my pics
Sophie temporary out.
and going to sleep with sex on my mind
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