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| Current music: | watching Marie Antoinette |
Got over it.... And I am sorry
Apocalypse says:
No I may sound happy but I'm just being jokey. Its not to poke at you, perhaps to lighten the spirits, or a poor attempt at it, my apologies. I just figured talking all regular and dark apocalyptic would only exacerbate the situation. Anything I may be unclear on feel free to clarify. And I will ask if I don't.
Me:
You know what makes me feel good when we talk. It is when you are just you. Your personality and light humor that you do naturally is what I love not anything force. As dumb as it may sound sometimes your dark side is more comfort to me than anything else. Just be you . I mean I don’t fully know what type of person you are fully…but one for you about me is that I am ornery a lot of the times. I have times when I enjoy myself but these past few weeks haven’t been one of them. I apologies for being a bitch and selfish. I don't want to hurt you in any way or project absolute frustration and aggravations at my own situations.
Whatever it is.. If anything going good for you…good for you…sorry I don’t know how to put that but if it makes you happy then it is all good.
Some good news
The two people who came to visit one for 5 months and the other for a week… THEY ARE GONE . No more trouble , freedom to speak and exclusivity of my dad and some of his peace and my mom freedom to do what she likes in her own home without being obligated in some way to do whatever. Maybe that is why I feel somewhat better.
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