| Current mood: |  depressed |
| Current music: | class talking |
Not good
Apocalypse says: sometimes i wish you lived closer. in addition to my older crew, ADW. when i returned to work in hell i met a crew of people as fucked in the head as i am, people you'd fit in with. but unfortunately distance is a factor as we know. i know how it is in your spot because i spent 2/3 of my life there. I am sure there are folks of our strange subsect in your area as I am related to one, but again that would require transportation to frequent the good parts of bmore.
Me:
You think I have sufficient time to actually look for these people. I already got too much on my plate as it is. I haven’t 100% reset myself as I almost had a nervous break down . I went on a yelling tirade on how much life sucks and that nothing is really working out for me. I’m in class now and I got a test back that I really studied for and I damn near failed it. Actually I did fail but it wasn’t that bad. Yesterday my computers internet was not working setting my homework time back several hours. I just barely finished it. Work last weekend was shit. Still lonely and have no one to talk to so… nothing is good for me and the bitch in me can’t empathies anyone plights or joys. I’m really wanting to drop everything and just go and as time passes and nothing is changing it would be the most selfish possible bad but wise thing to do cause I need a clean slate.
Apocalypse I’m… not in a good place these days. I’m just fucking fed up.
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