| Current mood: |  apathetic |
| Current music: | watching Tv |
Reset myself
Apocalypse says:
my comment was not meant to be patronizing it was meant that confidence is electric, it brightens your aura and makes one glow, it is also an attractive thing that sucks people in. So whenever you do your show, if you went into it half heartedly and w/o confidence, it would show in your performance. look at the acting community, how many of them show an active display of not having confidence? We are our own worst critics, me being a creative person I can relate I STILL have unfinished products, but I am working past my block, if possible I will help you past yours.
When it comes to friends I am saddened, I am lucky enough to have a group of friends when I am seeking family free sanctuary, people as fucked in the head as I am, but that shows that there are more people like us out there, they're just in hiding because as you know, the world at large doesn't accept US. Thinkers, creatives, visionaries are doomed to a lesser existence until we come out of our shells, usually with help. I am an ear, someone to talk to, yes I am busy, but I will find time. And remember I am NOT your judge. YOU ARE.
big ass tits.
Me:
I am not lacking in confidence so much that I am loosing faith because everything is so stagnant and I am not free in my life right now, so it is not just the show and limited conversation. It is life. I am one who does not shell herself up. I do that emotionally , in real life but not here. I show off my oddities and people already mark me as an individual , weird at times but very much someone on her own. I think I turn people off by being so different which is the reason why I lack penalty of friendships. I’m not lucky to know people like myself. I have done the searching and I am tired but at the same time I am so lonely. I‘m not saying you are my judge only that the show comment felt as if I was being talking down to like a child but I understand now.
Right now I have reset myself . I am ... I don’t know but I have to have things and do things that can make me happy.
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