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BFF for life BITCH!
Mr. Apocalypse says:
I was stepping out of my box back then. Putting up walls of defense were common to me then, though everything else lacked boundaries...I've never ben a fan of boundaries. What is your opinion on this labyrinthine road we travel together yet separately?
Me:
I think that is one of the reasons why I almost cried at the clinical site yesterday. It was a combinations of realizing that I created this small trap in which I can not get out of because of self duty and preservation . I mean a lot of people there were dicks well the techs were and I was frustrated cause I kept fucking up and even when I didn’t I didn’t think it wasnt my best performance. Nobody died so I guess it was ok.
But no I don’t like boundaries but I think you and I created the ones we can’t really get out of or if we did then obviously there would, probably be problems there after . I am always thinking about break down my own boundaries and living with the consequences . Boundaries is what keeps us from getting to our full potential. The more you remove the more you get to where ever you want to be faster…you just have to deal with problems …which in some cases you don’t have to deal with alone. In my case I would but I am prepared I think .
As for the “labyrinthine road we travel together yet separately” I always believed that road would come together. We weren’t able to stay away from each other online and I think we resolved or grew up from a lot of issues we had. We are just meant to be in each others life’s I figure, just not at this time. Soon possibly but you can never put a time table. We understand one another and our limitations which at times is hard but nothing is ever simple with us. Wish it were.
Anyways the time will come.
I'm hungry I am going to cook me a big breakfast.
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