|Current mood:|| lonely|
it doesnt even matter anyway, so why bother with anything.
things are going well with the group, all of our songs are turning into quality music, all the problems in the band are gone, and we've developed the focus needed to actually utilize our talents. but i still want to scream..... or cry.... or hit somthing.... or... anything, i don't even know anymore. it isnt work, or school, or my freinds. the emo-ness that i hate has built up inside of me to such a level that i can't function. the only thing i can think about is finding someone for me. cause as much as i like my freinds, (or at least my true freinds, if that makes sense) the connection of a signifigant other is different, not just physicly, but mentaly and emotionaly. its more of a " we're in this together" type thing. your freinds can help you with your problems, but your girlfriend should experience your problems with you. at least they should. and not just the problems, but the good times too.
and now im going to cry cause im turning into a whiney emo bastard