Hey love,
What’s it like to know I made a mistake? I don’t know how it feels for you, but for me, it sucks. I think I might have given up the best thing I’ve ever had. I’d do anything for you; you make me feel so fucking special. The reason I called it quits so easy because I was scared, I was scared that for once in my life I would fall in love. I was so afraid I’d fall to hard for you and you wouldn’t be there to catch me fall. But now, I realize what a mistake I’ve made. I miss you so much it hurts. All I think about is you. When I’m sleeping, all I dream about is you. You’re haunting me. I’m so stupid. I didn’t have patience. And you’ve already moved on. You said you’d wait for me. I see you in the hallways with a smile upon your face, flirting; each time with a different girl. I can say how I’m over you, and I can pretend I don’t care, but I do. And that’s what makes it so hard. I care so damn much, you have no idea. When you’re around, I laugh a little louder so you’ll glance at me; the slightest look in my direction makes my heart jump. Why did I do this to myself? I was the one who thought it wouldn’t work, and look where I am now. I see you with her, like I’ve seen her with him, and it seems like she makes you happy. Oh Dear Lord how I wishes she doesn’t make you happy. I want to be the one who makes you happy. I want to be the one you want; the only one you want. Please come back to me. I need you. Terribly.
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