alex is for lovers (surfacing) wrote in emolyrics, @ 2004-01-25 11:42:00

Current music:

underoath - act of depression

i know this isn't emo. this is an older underoath song. it's like ten minutes long. it's not as good as their old stuff but you should definately check it out.







I tried to cry out from the inside
But I guess my soul did not pour itself out enough
Blood on the walls, flaming black, blood on the walls
I saw you staring through the cracks
No one was to know what was happening in me
I felt no love, I felt no reason to carry on with my life
Everything was wrong, nothing was right
At least that is what I thought
Kids finding laughter at my expense
They were killing me on the inside
They couldn't give up their pride
My heart was bleeding from so much grieving
On the outside I looked fine
You couldn't tell but on the inside was eternal hell
I got caught up in the moment of depression
and before I knew it my bodywas lying on the ground
With a gun in my hand my hourglass was out of sand
Thanks to all the people who drove me to death
Without you I could of never ended my breath
Through your anger and hate, I was able to choose my fate
There was a way out, but I chose the easy route
Blast of a gun, breath runs out, final thoughts put to extinction
No more pain, no more love
For you have chosen suicide as the way out... help them
Ice cold fingers, body lays on the floor
Pool of blood you see, you scream out in terror
Her body is now a part of mutilation
Her soul the victim of strangulation
I will not accept this evil anymore
I never thought of who I hurt
I never tried to look for the good
I'm sorry for whoever I hurt
It's not easy to look back on my life
and know I did not know Christ
For now I live in a real hell
I wish I had another chance
Then I would live my life with love

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