This is the full truth, that I promise you. 100 love songs later, still writing about you. You don't trust me, don't believe a word I speak- it's for the best. But please believe: I wanted the best for you, so I pushed you away. I didn't want you to settle, didn't want you to stay. I thought I'd be happy, I did the right thing. But now I just miss you, now I just need.. my reason for living, my everything. That day that you left, I cried the tears that I hadn't yet spent. Now they're wasted away along with this letter I can't send. This tale of my heartbreak, this apology, these reasons to come back, my worthless feelings. And I know it doesn't matter to you anymore. I know that you've moved on, you've gone real far. I don't care if you ever look back, I just want you to know.. I wanted the best for you, so I pushed you away. I didn't want you to settle, didn't want you to stay. I thought I'd be happy, I did the right thing. But now I just miss you, now I just need.. my reason for living, my everything.
Don't ever look back
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