.b.e.c.k.a.j.o. (name_in_use) wrote in emolyrics, @ 2004-01-03 13:03:00

Current mood:	pissed off
Current music:	[brand new|the no seatbelt song]

-><- to a bastard ->
[beckajo|to a bastard]

i try but i can't be anything but literal with you
we glared and struggled and the antipathy is so physical
but eternally muddled by niceness and smiles
fake, as your utmost concern
passive-aggression and silence i'll take
but you'd think by now i'd learn
to disregard all your judgements
and keep guarded my indiscretions
which, though fun,
don't turn me on
like vengeance can...
so save it for something bigger
than my as-now paltry sins
for something more personal
more brutal, something meaner
in the secret confines of my darkness
i'm not loyal to you either


xoxo beckajo
[one heart forever will beat for yours...]

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