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.why did i even look back.
[i wrote this a few minutes ago]
.why did i even look back.
do the words i'm saying make you hurt,
does this matter anymore,
do you think my blood will stain your shirt,
i wonder if you ever cared,
did you 'love' me when you said you did,
i don't know or even want to,
i'll lie to them when they ask why im bleeding...
./ch./ i 'loved' you and cared for you,
sence this happened i've been at an all time low,
but even true 'love' can die,
and ours died the day you said hello./ch./
do you hear me when i speak,
or do you just close your eyes and act like i'm gone,
i relize that you were nothing,
and everything you said to me was a lie,
you didn't mean those words.
only if they made me cry,
cause the only thing that makes you happy,
is to see me sad or alone,
and i ask why,
./ch./
while we talked both our voices would drift off,
you came in for [your kiss],
i turned my head and then i'd hint a cough,
i didn't mean to hurt you,
i only thought it was right,
and then you left and ran to her,
everytime i see you then begins another fight,
...................................................................
just take my hand for this last time,
remember with me all the good times we have had
now close your eyes give me [that kiss] you longed for,
and remember always that our 'love' wasn't that bad.
{dedicated to you matt}
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