Lying here, staring at my ceiling. Trying to empty my mind. Failing to release you. I turn on the radio loud. attempt to drown you out, as lyrics bring you back to me. “Don’t let me down.” I try moving around. Playing videos games I have long before mastered. I begin to feel you reach from behind me. Your hands softly hold my hips. The radio still playing loud. “Remind me not to ever act this way again.” Slowly I move to lace my fingers into yours. My fantasy soon devoured as I sit with my hands upon my own waist. My thoughts of you grow louder, draining the sound of my music. Making it a tiny hum. Everything comes together, I have failed to lose you, yet I have lost myself completely. I hope you are this easy to keep around in reality. You know I am, when it comes to you. If it were up to me we would be together for our entire lives. I turn the music down. I’m so tired of thinking. “I cant say I blame you, but I wish that I could.”
thats a poem i wrote containing lyrics from taking back sunday...
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