|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||without you here.finch.|
information that i have no reason not to answer
[my name is]: Tara
[in the morning i am]: most likely showering
[all i need is]: to find someone to cuddle with =/
[love is]: something never returned to me
[if i could see one person right now]: Keil.. i forget what he looks like..
[i'm afraid of]: amish people, clowns, sharp objects, being alone. =/
[i dream about]: what i wish my life was like.
-Have You Ever-
[pictured your crush naked?]: yes
[actually seen your crush naked]: nope. always fully clothed. damn.
[been in love]: Yes. it wasnt returned. I guess then I really wasnt.
[cried when someone died]: No.
[lied]: Yes.. usually for friends though.
-Which Is Better-
[coke or pepsi]: neither. unless we're talking about vanilla coke. coke.
[flowers or candy]: flowers.. i'd just sit and look at the candy.
[tall or short]: Tall.
[skateboard or bike]: Skateboard.
-With The Opposite Sex-
[what do you notice first?]: eyes.. usually something that makes them stand out. like eyelashes.
[last person you slow danced with]: never did.. seriously anyway. although it looks like im dancing when i hug Kevii.
[worst question to ask]: Do you love me? (if you ask that, it ruins the silent affection.. also, what if they dont love you? and i hate when I get asked my bra size. Check for yourself.
-Do You Ever-
[Stay on aim, waitin for someone special to IM you]: yes. always.
[save aol/aim conversations]: all the time. when i want to prove something happened.
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: only when me and nameless guy were talking about masturbation.. i guess because its easier for them.. kinda looks like a game.
[cry because of someone saying something to you]: i have. especially when its something that starts off with "its not you, its me.."
-Have You Ever-
[fallen for your best friend]: yes.. i never told anyone though.. I just accidentally told him today.
[been rejected?]: no. i dont go for guys that i know will reject me. i've been throw out though.
[rejected someone]: yes, but nicely..
[used someone]: no.. this one guy thinks i did.. but i didnt..
[done something you regret]: No. Everything happens for a reason. Everything I do has its own purpose.
-Who Was The Last Person-
[you talked to on the phone]: Chrissy.
[you instant messaged]: Andy
[instant messaged you?]: Jon V.. im not responding though.. oh well.
[you laughed with]: elyce.
-Do You / / Are You-
[color your hair]: when its purple or black or something.
[habla espanol]: umm.. when im faking it.
[smoke cigarettes]:not anymore.
[obsessive]: someone called me obsessive before. It kind of hurt. I'm not obsessive though.. i've never been obsessed.
[could you live without the computer?]:no.
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: think. whats the maximum? 200, dumbass. i keep having to delete to add more.
[what's your favorite food?]: -blinks- ... (this would be a good time to run to the bathroom or get a snack while we share a word from our sponsors.)
[drink alchohol?]:yes. yes. yes. When it's available and when my parents arent around.
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: Yes.
[what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?]: emotional. it causes people to cry and kill themselves and then people to cry and kill themselves over the people who did before them. Obviously they dont care about physical. I think im going to go cry myself to sleep now.
[trust others way too easily?]: no. I always know when someone is lying to me.
Current Clothes: Elyce's jeans. My "im with the band" shirt. purple and white undies. black bra. Bobby's hoodie. my camoflauge converses. Im cold.
Current Mood: depressed.
Current Music: drink drank punk.anti-flag.
Current Taste: iced tea from an hour ago.
Current Hair: shoulder length and layered. Flipped out like Josie from josie and the pussy cats.
Current Annoyance: gas.
Current Smell: umm.. (see above)
Current thing I ought to be doing: sweeping the kitchen floor.
Current Desktop Picture: My taking back sunday icon.
Current CD in CD player: Brand New. Deja Entendu.
Current DVD In Player: Romeo and Juliet.
Current Color Of Toenails: umm.. the color that they're supposed to be. thank god im fungus-less. -snickers- say that out loud.
Current Refreshment: hmm.. none.. i had iced tea though.
Current Worry: why elyce's jeans make me look fat. what im going to do tonight. if im going alone. who i will see there. who will hit on me. who will hurt my feelings. how ill get home. if anyone is making fun of me right now as we speak... nuff said?
You Talked to: Chrissy.
You Instant messaged: umm.. cassie..
You Yelled At: Julie.
Food: -uninterested face- poptarts..
Drink: DIDNT WE GO THROUGH THIS?! vanilla coke.
Color: dark dark purple.
Shoes: any color converses. i have a chuck collection.
Candy: umm.. do i even like candy.. skittles.
Open-minded: i guess.
Arrogant: not really.
Insecure: yes. yes. yes.
Interesting: most people think so.
Hungry: no. im thirsty.
Friendly: to people I love. thats not many that im willing to admit. also to people that give me things. or both. I love Heather. lol
Smart: smarter than some. at least i can say im literate. actually, smarter than most.
Moody: hell fucking yes.
Childish: at times. not to the point where im immature though.
Independent: thats what it says on the hoodie im wearing.
Hard working: when im not sleeping.
Organized: yeah right. i've got all my school papers mixed up.. and to make it worse all my school shit i forgot at elyce's house.
Healthy: -covers chest- yes..
Shy: not really.. just kind of private with some things.
Difficult: yes. depending on who you are.
Bored Easily: yes. i fall asleep easily.
Messy: yes i stepped on something important the last time i stepped in my room.
Thirsty: yes. i believe i mentioned that already?
Responsible: yes. except when it comes to one of those all night parties or something.
Obsessed: not at all. except with Davey Havok.
Angry: yes. i dont know why.
Sad: yes. i dont know why either.
Happy: not really.
Trusting: yes, very.
Talkative: yes, when im happy.
Legal: thats for me to know and you to.. well.. not to know..
Original: Most of the time. Im the trend setter for those who are original though. So once everyone is my original, that makes me unoriginal, right?
Ignored: yes. I dont like it.
Content: kind of. im just very cold.
Optimistic: no. not at all.
Deep thinker: yes.. too deep.. so says every guy that is any form of literate.
Lonely: yes. oh so lonely.
-Who Do You Want To-
Kill: no one.. i dont like corky though. only elyce knows what that means. haha
Slap: julie. or monica. i hate monica. HEY MONICA I HATE YOU.
Get Really Wasted With: Hedd.. she'd be awesome wasted. Kevii maybe.. he'd be.. horny when he's wasted. haha.. i dont even know if he's hit puberty. no offence kev.
Well that was some fun.. who made that up? I didnt like to be mangled and gnawed on by the mind puppets that.. do stuff to my mind..