|Current mood:|| groggy|
|Current music:||Brand New- Deja Entendu|
...bit of an anti-climax really. I knew what most of my presents were, nobody was in the mood for it so instead had sour faces all day- not exactly enough to get you inthe christmas spirit. I have work 2moro, i like it i guess but i just dread going in for some reason or other. I think i'm just in a shit downer type mood.... which i have now and again. Ahh well i'm sure i'll snap out of it sometime 2nite or 2moro. I think the coupleyness of everyone around me was getting to me aswell, i think my parents seperation has only just sunk in properly. They're both happy with their other partners now, my sis has her bf. Ive hardly seen her all day i guess its just not the same as it used to be. Everyone keeps telling me i shouldnt be worried about being in relationships at my age but the people surrounding me are all with people that care about them- i just feel like i'm drifing somewhere out on my own. they're all too bothered with the people they're with- maybe i just want someone to care about me aswell. I dont know.......just a bit up and down as usual. Will go sort myself out now dwelling on it wont help.