|Current mood:|| crushed|
|Current music:||sarah McLachlan|
Searching For a Place
Well today was another crappy day but hey i'll just check another X on the crappy side.
So lets see that is 15 years of X's and none on the good side. WOW
My life has turned out to be crappy life. GEEZE
I have nothing to tell my kids.(if i even have any)
I'll never tell them about any of my selected friends.
That are some major crap friends.
That is one thing i'll tell my kids pick your friends wise, because one day they will turn there back and talk behind your back.
Shit damn and fuck this world is fucked up.
I mean geeze u have people starving people dying of old age people dying of the weather.
What else we have everything possible in this word.
Oh well its the cycle u live a crappy life u die a crappy death right.
WOW a crappy place they put u to hopefully the people i'm left with will burn me.
I don't want them to waste there fucking money on all that shit.
I don't want anyone at the funeral.
Since i'm on the death thing man i'm sure going to miss my grandma.
When she goes i love her to death she is like the only person in this world i can go to and talk to about my life. Its funny because i know that one day everyone has to go but if i could have one wish.
I would wish that she live until i'm gone so then i would have her by myside.
Its funny how u could love someone so much . Well then My so called friend u know who it is well i had asked her if she wanted to do something and she said no because she didn't wnat to do anything well here to find out her and her little boyfriend are doing something what a great friend. no phone calls no notes so u know what i say to her FUCK U I'LL GIVE U A FUCKING PIECE OF YOUR SHIT . NO NOTES NO PHONE CALLS NOTHING I DON'T NEED U AS A FRIEND IF YOU ARE GOING TO TREAT ME LIKE A FUCKING WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT . OH MY FUCKING GEZZE I HATE HER SOMETIMES . she needs to think of who her friends where in her hard times yeah it was me throgh all that anthony shit it was me yeah . when she had no friends but me yeah.
Well Oh WELL ANOTHER DAY OF A CRAP LIFE I'LL LIVE TOMORROW
Hopefully someone will be nice enough to talk to me tomorrow don't fucking talk to me if u think YOu can say shit about me.
U r not happy wit urself at all! U have 2 chill and
mabe make more frends and if u do have frends
try talking 2 them more. U have 2 try looking
on the brite side more! U just have 2!
Are you really happy with urself?
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You are the perfect person! Well close to it. you
help others and don't pick friends based on
what they look like. You help others as best
you can. GO YOU!
What kind of person are you?
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