I just came back form the optometrist... my eyes are dialated... pretty funny lookin. My eyes got worse! I was only seeing 20/30 W/contacts! crazy... oh i got these really cute black glasses with studs... awww. i hope they look good! And according to one of my friends, everyone hates me. I was neglected on purpose. He said it hould be hard for her to see me, cuz supposedly this is all my fault! (like it wasnt hard for me to see her with him!) fuck people! and not in that happy nice way either. people are horrible. sheesh. awww, but at lunch tim was nice and gave me a hug, and he said he was gonna marry me cuz I have a lisp. LOL... he said it's "super cute" (said with a lisp)... hehe luch is fun... I feel bad though, cuz I haven't talked to Nicole in forever. Stupid plays. Now I know what it's like on the other side. it sux! a lot. yeah. So it feels like i have lost two of my best friends. and hey, they were my only best friends. so now I have none. I guess I'll have to find new ones. This is gonna be tough, cuz I have a hard time making new friends... ok well g2g... later!