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.:. I'm a douchebag .:.
That whole Secret Service business really freaked me out. So much so,that I stayed awake for two days expecting a knock on the door at any minute to be hauled off to the Gulag. Now my sleeping schedule is all fucked up and my wife is pissed at me. She works nights and I have been asleep when she gets home and wake up about the time she has been in bed for 3 or 4 hours. Not too mention the job loss thing...that pissed her off as well and rightly so.
I am Thrity fucking One years old and have no idea what I am going to do with my life...absolutely no idea.
My mental state isnt helping matters either. I cant make decisions,think straight,act normal. I have to do something with my life.
What though? Fucking what? I am so clueless!
I started that,trying to get women to masturbate on cam thing again tonight. Me and my urges toward sex are so strange. And not getting any from Tiff sucks! I think she has been doing herself with the Valentines Day present I got her... I knew that fucking thing would be my replacement. If it could take out the trash, I'd be history.
The phone is STILL fucked up...even after arguing with some dumbass woman for 30 minutes. They need to send someone out to look at it but refuse to.
I miss my kids greatly. And they dont want to come back to Lousinan,they want to stay in up north and are begging us to move before school starts. I dont even know if thats possible. I hate that city,its a fucking vaccum.
People move away in droves becuase it sucks so bad there. The population has shrunk so drastically the local Govt. is all up in arms saying its an epidemic that needs to be addessed,so they have some panel or think tank devising ways to keep people there. Well fuck,if they would get rid of the corrupt asshole cops who entrap the shit out of everyone and harrass people that would be a start. Allowing some decent entertainment into the place would be another. The fucking noise ordinances are so ridiculous that no one wants to come there and play live music.
They have a Casino though...WooHoo what a saving grace. That place is a hell hole,but because I love my wife,I'll go back there... Shit maybe she only wants to go back because she thinks I'll refuse and that can be a clean break. Fuck I dont know... all this worries me.
What would I do job wise there? Their aint shit... I could waste away in a factory or something,make fucking MRE's at the Quality Foods Plant or some shit.
I have to get my shit in gear...QUICKLY!
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