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Darkchild (ekibyougami) wrote,
@ 2006-03-10 09:55:00
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    Current mood: crappy
    Current music:nuthing

    Rest
    Rest, that's what I want. I do not want people nagging at me (mom?) I do not want people expecting anything from me (nearly everyone)
    I want R.E.S.T.
    Rest inside my head, rest inside my life.
    Why can't I find it?
    Is it so much I'm asking for?

    Seems like it.

    Everything seems fucked at the moment. Last saturday I already had a breakdown, and I don't want to come that far again! It felt like I went insane or something...
    Maybe because that's what I am? I don't know...

    I'm confused, feel dead inside, feel like crying again, feel like making myself bleed big time...
    Just cut myself to pieces and don't give a shit.
    But that won't work, and I know that.

    I'm living on a cracker thus far with a single slice of cheese, and water. Think I lost 2 lbs as well, go me.
    ...Yaaay...
    *sigh*



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