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Erik's Journal (ego_estrada) wrote,
@ 2003-05-16 23:28:00
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    Current mood:upset
    Current music:Dan Hill: Sometimes When We Touch

    Your Hearts Not The Only One Breaking...
    *bites his lip trying to hold back tears, knowing how bad what he's about to do will hurt*

    I don't know why, but I just don't feel like this is right anymore. I can't do it. I can't mess up their lives. Or be in the way of the love they have. I should just let them be together. Without me.


    *calls you, trying to keep his voice from giving away an sign that he's about to lose it* Dan.. I don't know how to do this or say this, so I just will. I I..I can't. Marry you. Be with you. I just can't. I, I I I'm sorry. *hangs up, sighs*



    *tries to sound as happy as possible, but knows he'll fail* I Baby, I, damn this is hard. I ....I think maybe you should marry Dan. Just Dan. I'm sorry. *hangs up, not knowing what else to say*


    *starts to cry, leans back against his bedroom wall, pulling his knees to his chest* I did the right thing, right? I think I did. So why does this hurt so bad?



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