| Current mood: |  discontent |
| Current music: | Crying Like a Church on Monday -- New Radicals |
Surviving the Pain
I guess I'm ok
I'm pretty bandaged up. But I'm ok. Not great. Not horrible. Just ok.
I keep thinking about him. His smile. His laugh. His kiss. The way he held me. And then I look and Jorj and think about him. I can't help but crying. I cannot believe its over. It upsets me beyond belief.
Byron hung out with me for a bit. It was fun. He likes my dad. It was really weird...cuz no one likes my dad. Byron played the guitar for me and my dad at my dad's house. That was awkward, then Byron is all you should play Lauren, and I laughed in his face and put the guitar away.
Caity- I'm sorry You are one of my best friends, there is no reason I should be taking this out on you. I love you and I always will, as a friend...haha. Hopefully we can work it all out.
Jacci- I haven't talked to you yet. But maybe you will read this. I'm sorry too...
Well I'm gunna go attempt to eat. Then I will probably attempt to sleep. But I will most likely puke when I smell the food and cry when I close my eyes....
Austin, I miss you. I love you. Please reconsider. It will be a long time(if ever) before you find someone who cares as much about you as I do.
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