| Current mood: | crushed |
| Current music: | love song for no one - john mayer |
I know I haven't updated lately. I've been busy. School, work. Moving out of the dorms and into an apartment makes it a hell of alot more expensive and it means I've got to work more in order to pay my bills. My parents are helping some but I don't like to ask them for alot of money. Especially since my dad has this warped old fashioned way of thinking that women can't make it in the real world on their own.
I suppose Chance left for Michigan yestarday. I didn't hear from him at all. He said that no matter how busy either of us were, we'd see eachother before he left and that didn't happen. I'm not going to sit here and lie and act like I'm not disappointed about that. -runs her hand through her hair and sighs- I don't know.. I guess I'm starting to feel like he's right.. hell, we didn't know eachother that long, but when I was with him.. I just felt this insanely strong connection between us. But now it feels like we're drifting apart.
-twrils a strand of hair around her finger and glances over at one of the pictures she took of chance on valentines day-
But it always happens like this.. I meet a guy and I end up liking him alot.. and then for whatever reason it doesn't work out. I was hoping it would be different with him.
I'm think I'm pretty much just incapable of ever being loved.
Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Would someone be willing to go kidnap John Mayer and bring him to me as some kind "Cheer up Echo, you're great." present?
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