| Current mood: | upset & stupid |
Look, I can describe myself in one word.
Stupid.
-sighs- Why the hell do I do that? Everytime I start to like a guy, I take something stupid and small and turn it into a huge deal. I KNOW he was tired this afternoon and thats why he didn't come see me like he originally said. I even understand. But I had to be stupid and put the thought in my head that he doesn't want to talk to me.
And now he probably really doesn't want to talk to me. I wouldn't blame him either.
So there I go.. screwing up something that could have been so amazing. Typical of me. I'm really fucking good at that.
Yeah, I'm gonna go stuff myself with ice cream and watch moulin rouge then maybe I'll go for a walk or something.
Chance.. I'm sorry. I really am.
God Of Wine - Third Eye Blind
Every thought that I repent
There's another chip you haven't spent
And you're cashing them all in
Where do we begin to get clean again
Can we get clean again
I walk home alone with you
And the mood you're born into
Sometimes you let me in
And I take it on the chin
I can't get clean again
I want to know can we get clean again
The God of Wine comes crashing through
The headlights of a car that took you farther
Than you thought you'd ever want to go
We can't get back again
We can't get back again
She takes a drink and then she waits
The alcohol it permeates
And soon the cells give way, and cancels out the day
I can't keep it all together
I know I know I know...
I can't keep it all together
And the siren's song that is your madness
Holds a truth I can't erase
All alone on your face
Every glamorous sunrise
Throws the planets out of line
A star sign out of whack, a fraudulent zodiac
And the God of Wine is crouched down in my room
You let me down, I said it, now I'm going down
And you're not even around
And I said no no no...
I can't keep it all together
I know I know I know...
I can't keep it all together
And there's a memory of a window
Looking through I see you
Searching for something I could never give you
And there's someone who understands
You more than I do
A sadness I can't erase
All alone on your face
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