Lyndsey "LA" (easyaspiela) wrote, @ 2003-10-03 20:46:00

sickness, oh yes how its sucks
hey guys..its friday!!!! yay and by yay i mean not...i feel like crap because im as sick as a dog...i only went to school for the freakin lab that we never did!!! ok so today was pretty cool besides the sick thing..i feel so bad for erica with her boy crap, but at the same time its kinda funny what happened.... and i am having my own problems as well.... i feel so alone, but im flirting with so many guys- i feel like its wrong? idk jazzy- the whole toby thing is getting to me, id rather be with "penny" but idk things are so complicated! tennis was fun- me and steve are so pathetic. we had no court, so we hit back and forth on the sidelines! ms powell taught me to slice...as soon as i master it, steve is goin down! you know who looked cute today? Justin...with his little greaser, hey im hot outfit..nice work JD..why doesnt he have a gf again?

tv update...everwood just gets bettter and better!! and one tree hill is DEFINITLY the best new drama on TV.. i zstill love my american dreams, and the saeson premire of smallville rocked my world....friends and scrubs..good episodes.. will and grace--- perhaps one of the funniest episdodes yet!! coupling is funny, but it gets on my nerves a little bit....idk maybe bc its such a WG spinonff...run of the house is pretty funny though

marching band is crazy...i always feel happy and sad and angry while im there..perhaps the people? perhaps im just getting moodier and moodier as the days go on?

for anyone who knows about the crap that ive been enduring..its not getting any better, and worse is right around the corner..im sorry i cried in school...ill try not to do that again :) but its so hard to act so happ...i put on theis act and get so oooo concieted and loud, but inside i just wish i could shut-up, be nicer and i could just be happy instead of wishing i didnt live here anymore..wishing that i get oushed far enough that i can finally move away...not that i want to, but i do....i know its hard for ppl to hear this, but somethimes, i dont even think ppl will miss me...

Annie came over today and we practiced for all state (which is tomorrow yay) all i have to say is that ode to the educators song - is a freakin sham!!!

i miss my sister...erica looked alot like stayc today for soome reason and that makes me miss her because she is having fun while im stuck in the hell hhoole.... i miss u 007


thats really all for today... i want to shout out to jazmyn because i love u girl u are so great to me!!!

bye guys i hope i get better :) :)

-LA

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