|Current mood:|| annoyed|
|Current music:||Lacuna Coil [self titled]|
It's Been Awhile.......
Well it's been a long time since I've written. School has been going good but sucking as usual. I am so sick of going to school. 5 years of college is a lot, and it's especially hard to swallow when if feels like you have nothing to show for it. Yeah yeah, I know that I will have this great fancy degree at the end of all this but in all honesty, what the hell does that really get you these days? And entry level job? I dunno, I guess I'm just a little depressed about that whole business. Well it's been an interesting last couple of months. I re-connected with a friend from a long long time ago. We had lost touch over the years and just recently have became really good friends again. We've been hanging out almost everyday, which I totally love because it's good to finally have a friend that I can stand to hang out with for more then one day a week. But I can tell that it's taking a tole on the rest of my life. My school work is definitly suffering, not that I'm not getting shit done. I'm just having to rush to get it done the day before class or so. It's also starting to really bother Tony. I realize that with us living in different cities it's hard to deal with the fact that other person is out having fun while your at home doing nothing, but we've been doing this for three years now. You think you'd just be used to it. But I guess I've never really had a friend quite like this since high school. So I've decided that I'm just going to have to cut back on my time with her. Which is cool because I'm not about all that drama that's about to unfold anyways. Another problem I have lately is this whole job thing. I've been applying for job for awhile now and I finally got someone to call me back and it happened to be Deja Vu. Now don't get any dirty ideas, I applied for a waitress job, which if you've ever been there you would know the dress code is black pants/shorts/skirts with a Deja Vu tank top on. Nothing skimmpy if you don't want it to be. But they pay $8 plus tips which is pretty damn good to serve people pop and water. But the hours are sorta crazy, 6PM-4AM. I'm all about the night jobs because I'm a total night person but that's excessive. I have to decide tommorow if I want to take it or not. Any advice?
Well my boyfriend and I applied for a loan recently to help us pay off our debts to clear our credit and to buy him a new truck. We got approved for the loan except that they refuse to pay my debt and will only give him enough money to pay off his debts and for the price of the vehicle. Which really sorta sucks, I understand why but still. If he wants to be in debt for $7,000 then let him. It's caused a lot of stress in our relationship trying to decide what to do with that whole mess. I say it's his fucking money, do what he wants, but he demands I give him my opinion, blah blah blah. I'm so frustrated with it that I say "fuck it, I don't want the money if it's going to be this much hassle" But that's just me.
Well I'm tired so I'm going to bed. Good Night