|Current mood:|| discontent|
alright. i held back. i dont know how long i can do that... if i keep this up, i'm going to unconsciously reach over and kiss her without even thinking about it... and that will be bad. i dont know how she'll react but it probably wont be pretty........ what should i do? i kept myself from it this evening. i came so close to slipping and catching her right in the mouth. but i didnt. but as i said, i cant do that forever.
i may lose more than a friend over this...............