| Current mood: | disappointed |
| Current music: | JLC-Habit |
:-O
No, you looke fine. Let me accentuate the hidden curves in your skin. That shirt brings out the beauty in your eyes or maybe I'm just looking for reasons to tell you how beautiful you are. I think about it all the time, and it honestly brings tears to my eyes.
God. I can't even describe it. I could write about you forever, of course my eccentricites would bias the quality of my already badly written verses.
But I don't care, you catapulted me into something that I can't control of excape from. You've given me potential beyond the monotonous views I with hold. I love your non-threatening auro, that makes me feel comfortable; at home. I could greedily gulp you in for the rest of my life unless... this is just naivity speaking. We'll see soon enough
"Rise Up"
I want to kiss you but I feel that you don't want me, and I see it in subtle ways like when you lean backwards, moving farther away from me. Life when you let go of my hand to demonstrate individual techniques for slitting wrists. This is moving too slow. But I can't say anything, enthralled by the fear that by doing the wrong thing, I'll push you farther away. Forever. I couldn't do that to you.
How else can I transform my thoughts and transfer them to paper? How many more ways are there to say this-- but not to you. How can I continue the tirade towards beautiful? I can only hope you'll want to read this So then I won't have to say it out loud. I am too fucking scared and I'm paying for it.
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