| Current mood: | depressed |
| Current music: | silence |
i think that im falling deeper into depression. i dont want to do anything........all i want to do is stay in my room, alone, and lay there. ill sleep then ill wake up then i just lay there. im not eating like i used to....in fact i only eat like 1 or 2 a day. i dont know what the fuck is going on..........but nobody knows so it doesnt matter. i maked everyone think that im fine..........i cant show them how weak i really am. i cant be weak.......i cant be. thats the worst thing in the world to me...........weakness. yet i am weak and b/c of that there is so much shit in my life thats fucked up. oh well........im going to go back down into my cold dark room so i can just lay there........dreaming about the way my life should be.
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