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All the things I wanted to say...but couldn't. (drownxinxdreams) wrote,
@ 2003-06-23 10:04:00
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    Current mood: bouncy
    Current music:the nostalgic rhythm of "You're getting betta" in my head.

    Do you think I’m faking
    when I’m lying next to you?
    Do you think that I am blind
    nothing left for me to lose?
    Must be something on your mind
    something lost and left behind
    Do you know I’m faking now?

    Do you know I’m faking
    when I’m lying next to you?
    Do you know that I am blind to everything you ever do? Must be something on your mind
    something lost for me to find
    Do you know I’m faking?

    Then she told me she had a gun
    it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
    Then she told me she had a gun
    it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man

    I guess you know I’m faking
    when I tell you I love you
    I guess you know that I am blind
    to everything you say and do
    Must be something on my mind
    there’s nothing left for me to hide
    Do you know I’m faking?

    Then she told me she had a gun
    it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
    Then she told me she had a gun
    it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man

    We have to succumb to the feelings we can never face
    I need you. I breathe you.
    I can’t go through this all again.
    We have to succumb to
    the feelings we can never face I need you.
    I breathe you. I can’t go through this…

    Then she told me she had a gun
    it sounded like she’d used it once before

    Then she told me she had a gun
    it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
    Then she told me she had a gun
    it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man
    Then she told me she had a gun
    she says she wants to use it on me now…
    -Seether "Driven Under"
    -------------------------------------

    Yeah...thats how I sorta feel about Jeremy.
    Ok...no...he's not like violent or anything.
    But I do fake it when I kiss him and everything.
    ok...wait...lemme start from the beginning......

    OKies...about a week ago or so...I went over to RJ's. I know I shouldn't have, but I did.
    I HAD to see everyone again.
    And honestly, I went over there hoping that on the off chance, Josh (Jesus) would not be there. Well, he was.
    shit. I didn't know if I could handle it or not. I was like nervous, but I played it off pretty cool.
    Anyways...Josh and I talked for like HOURS. It felt so good hearing his voice. It was great.
    Yeah...and the thing I was hoping to get over Josh with was ...guess who..

    Jeremy.

    But guess what else.

    It didn't work.
    Nope...it didn't. BUT THEN.
    Derick came along. And did he sweep me off my feet.
    I don't even think of Josh when I'm around him.
    Its the perfect remedy...and I REALLY like him...so it's all good.

    I just hope this all works out.



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