I want to soak up this memory
Before it has all washed away
My bed was empty last night.
I slept all alone
The sleeping part was ok
It seems easier to get up in the morning
When I haven't crawled home from a late night
Even still I missed the bus because I was lost deep in thought
You seem to be all I think about anymore
So it's been about 24 hours
And I'm starting to feel the cramp of nervousness in my stomach
that "I miss you" feeling
I want you to come over now
to kidnapp me from where ever I am at the moment and take me away
"He played the hero this morning" I'd say
"Saving me from the everyday world and taking me to our fantasy."
I think he sensed an over reaction
He sensed the worry I had for fear he'd forget everything we had shared
"I'll send you something while you are sleeping...and in the morning you can tell me your dreams."
I wish my dreams would come true.
Talking about them only teases me for what I cannot have.
He said my eyes tell stories...
And he said that he could tell I wasn't happy with the outcome
He could read it in me
Just like he does everytime
That it wouldn't be so tempting if I was really happy
He said he saw it in my eyes as soon as he had picked me up from school
And he didn't want me to hurt like that
To cry, he said, kills him inside
He said I deserved better
I knew knew it got any better than this...
And why do I just let him walk away?
He put into words my worst fears and now they are eating me away..
And why does it hurt?
Why am I so scared and sad?
I know I didn't help the situation
because instead of being strong,
I let him know that what he was doing really hurts.
that it effected me, and that I really do love him...
Ja ta dore... or how ever you spell it....
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