Well, this is my first entry, wow. What to write, I could be here all day. My life...emphasis on those < words. Young and still lost. There must be something missing. I have a boyfriend, but certain situations with another certain boyfriend changed my life forever. My exboyfriend is dating my girl, well what was my girl. What could I say about that, this, life. Life definitly needs to come with an instruction manual. I have been the girl with many men and women, the girl who was never alone. Well, the truth is I have been alone, these whole @$ years of my life. I lost...lose to many things, that will never come back. Not just friends or...people, but my purity, my innosence, my childhood, my love for life...my sanity. The world, this life, is a speedy spiral downwards, towards, hell. This is where the devil waits for me, waiting to marry such a person like me. He'd be proud. But God, has other plans for me, big ones, I just hopes he takes me into his arms and out of this world soon, these days go by slowly, and my heart can't bleed anymore, I have lost to much...I pray for better days...