jus so fed up
im so fedup right now with everyone and everything. i dont kno y .....but ive jus been gettin this over whelmin feelin of anger and shit. i hate it. fuckin only 2 ppl hav been there fo me through everything i can tell u that....n u kno how bad that hurts but w/e im not gonna sound like i need pity type a thang. i dont i can get through it i think. its jus tha hole world comes apart at tha same time. i lost my mom and then in a way i lost my aunt best friend/cuz. and then im so distant with tha rest of my family that i hav no clue that i now hav 4 new cuz's that hav been born. i mean come on wtf. ever since mom passed everything n i mean everything has changed. in every way. i heard ppl say that b4 like when sum one passes away but i neva knew it culd go to this extent. i lost so much more then jus my mom. and now im gettin fed up. i hate livin here wit my sister. she does nuttun but tear my ass to shreads....i kno this mite sound a lil funny but when aunt sherry came ova yesterday and she stuck up fo me sayin i was mature and shit it felt so good cuz i neva hear nething like that from ne one ne more. sis jus tears and tears pretty soon there wont be nething left.... ...........till nxt time
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