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| Current music: | Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy |
Once again...
Well I'm back, once again. This entry will have two parts, one telling a few details about my life, and the second, of course, a rant.
Part I
First off, much to everyones dismay, I started smoking again, I don't care who fucking knows anymore. Everytime I stand up for something, no one supports me so why should I stand up for myself anymore. I'll quit when I God damn want. With all the stress this month from the holidays, to relationship problems, problems with friends, problems with this, problems with that, the shitty work schedule and people I had to work with, it was all just too fucking much, so there. The world now knows and that's one more thing you can all degrade me about and bitch about when I'm not around. So feel free, have a field day with that shit.
Everything else is just fucking peachy though(sarcasm). There's so much shit going on I can't stop my mind anymore, too many thoughts, too much anger, too much everything. I'm just sick of the battles I fight when nothing gets accomplished. Maybe I'll just stop fighting, stop speaking my mind, stop voicing out and just become another fucking drone for you all to control cause no one wants to hear my opinion anymore that's for damn sure.
Part II
Here's my rant......wait, nevermind, I can't do this anymore. I can't speak out, I can't tell you all what I think, all I can do is take things as they come and not have a say in them at all. I'm sorry for all my past rants, they mean nothing right now so I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused.
Fuck you all
~JB
Realized I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I've failed
Inside where do I begin
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me, why am I to blame
Aren't we, supposed to be the same
That's why, I will never change
This thing that's burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me
Sometimes I can never tell
If I've got something after me
That's why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me
Tell me, why am I to blame
Aren't we, supposed to be the same
That's why, I will never change
This thing that's burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me
Betrayed
I feel so, enslaved
I really tried
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me
I'm glad the anger's changing me
I'm glad the anger's changing me
~Korn - 'Did my time'
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