| Current mood: |  happy |
| Current music: | Dashboard Confessional- Hands Down |
Hey,
Today I hung with Mike, Alex, and Jenn. It was so much fun. I'm only sad he has to go back to PA tomorrow.
I spent the whole day remembering stupid shit we used to do, like go to lab together, and sneak into the other lunchroom because we were so "badass" lmao. I remember when he used to give me leg orgasms, and telling him about "40 Licks and I dont mean your girlfriend" and him playing the solo from Master of Puppets, SING, and all the fun we had always, even though he was sarcastic, how happy I was because he was the only one in the school who knew the Dennis Leary thing ::FUCKING DOLT!::, lunch 4th period together, "Whats your last name?" " I dont know!", all the fun we had at the Metallica concert, wow, so many memories. And when Mike left for PA I was so sad, because now theres no one cool to hang at lunch with.. well there is but they're not Mike.
In other news, Nina's best friend almost died, because she DITCHED Nina. That has to be a kick in the ass huh? I mean you ditch my cousin for some kid that you met, then he tries to put date rape drugs in your alchohol, and almost rapes you, and then you have to go to the hospital to get your stomach pumped. In my opinion, I wouldve rather hung out with Nina. I mean especially since she can drive now and shes the coolest cousin ever.
I have the Milkshake song stuck in my head now, from listening to it at Alex's house. Lmao. I missed my Katie today though, this is like the first time this whole vacation we havent chilled, this is kind of scary.. I felt so wrong without her, my other half the Ka to my Mie.
Added to the list of people I miss, I miss Billy but me and Katie are boycotting him because hes an asshole and refuses to awknowledge us when Devan is around. You know we were even nice to him. He refuses to say that we're his best friends, meanwhile we got him trashed the night before. I cant believe that asshole. I want to beat that shit out of him. He also hurt my Jolynn which is really fucked up and I want to kick him. How dare he cause her heartache then cause me and Katie to be pissed off? I miss her and Luke, I havent seen the two of them face to face in a while, I know she went to Wisconsin. Damn Her!
I spent my day living pretty much, I tried to write a poem again but it didnt come out too good. I heard someones Xanga or Live Journal song or something, and the song was a Weezer song, the tired of sex song. Haha. I wanna listen to it. I was singing along to it in my head. And I havent smoked all day today, and I dont plan on smoking, because I dont really need it. Ive come to a conclusion that I'm a social smoker, or so I hope.
I'm going to visit Ostrich with Sam tuesday I hope. I heard from Colleen that shes doing okay, I hope so.
My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard,
And theyre like its better than yours,
Damn right its better than yours,
I could teach you,
But I'd have to charge.
<3 Jamerz.
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