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So, I got home from the mall a few mintues ago, nothing too new, except this kid Kevin that flirted with me a while ago picked me up and made all these people smack my ass. Of course, I guess I'm not hot anymore so no one really wanted to, but it made me feel special anyway. It reminded me about last year at the late bus. The mall wasnt especially boring. I heard something about an unknown person who has spaztic tendencies being there, but I dont really care much. Im done with my immaturity, and I'll sit here contemplating what comes after it? I miss being really immature. Like when me and Nina used to run up to random people and say "I smell nice, wanna smell me?" It was the days like that that really meant something, the days like that that were worth more to me than anything. Stupidity and irony are things to live by, I hope I never let my life pass me by. I mean sure I'm older now, I have more at stake, but the truth is, I DONT! And I will never grow up and I'll remain infinitely young at heart and young at mind body and soul, for without youth what else is there but death? I've realized I've spent too much time living in the past, and I cant accept the present right here right now, everything has to be mirrored off of some other experience, and every experience has a story but not every story was lived as it should have been. Like this moment that I'm typing right here will probably have a story to it that I will tell my kids and reflect on the past meanwhile theres a present waiting for me to live in. IM GONNA GO LIVE MY LIFE!! <3 Xo Xo.. Jamie Post a comment in response: |
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