| Current mood: |  sad |
| Current music: | Evanescence: Missing |
It's just life. First it will toy with you and then it will kill you.
Snow, snow. Our dogs and car look like snowmonsters. But snow does make everything a bit more beautiful, ne. All the dull greyness is hidden and little kids go wild. I just hope it all wont melt before tomorrow. It'd be lame. I mean it'd be a normal winter in Turku.
I arrived just before midnight yesterday. The bus smelled of cheap red wine and it made me nauseous. Fuck I hate those retarded idiots who say "drinking is your own busines". I get mentally and physicly sick everytime I pass someone who even smells of alcohol. And then I woke up before 8 am, meaning that I'm tired. Big surprise.
Well, I managed to burn a lot of stuff, but it seems like two of the CD-Rs don't work. *rage* And they were the ones including sweet stuff like Gackt's PVs and so on. *RAGE* Nah, I just need to shift my ass to an ADSL (= my sister's PC) and load and burn everything again.
Should be studying History, but Full Metal Alchemist was a lot more tempting. It was hilarious and sad and angsty and just perfect. Being an otaku has its moments.
My sis gave me her old prom dress (Old's Dance sounds so lame, so I pretend prom is acceptable). It's black satin and really pretty and fits me perfectly (okay, it's a bit loose, but you get the point) and I love black. But I'm not going to the prom! So if anyone needs a prom dress, I could borrow it. It's made for someone over 170 cm and size is 36, I suppose, or 38, dunno. It has this funky (OMG I just wrote /funky/) sorta low/broad neckline but other than that it's pretty simple. In a good way.
One of my online friends has started cutting again. Somehow that just made my day. She is just, what 15. And she was doing well for a good year but then things took the U-turn to hell and she is hiding knives in her room. Again. Her mother just yells she will miss school if she keeps this going on, her real life friends think she is a wimp and pills don't seem to work. And she hates her shrink. This world just breaks me sometimes. Maybe that is why I look for places like this http://www.rathergood.com/swearotron.html.
Deep in the cradle of the moon
You rock to sleep beneath the sky
Way up high, where the wind tumbles
Don't be afraid, nothing will harm you
Spread your arms; here, I'll hold you
Let the kiss of starlight enfold you
And so...
Good night, my secret little star
I will watch over you
All through the night
All through the night.
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Can't manage html anymore. Just so lazy and stuff.
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Me? A dear?? Wishful thinking.
I'm so cold and tired. Guess I should go to bed.
Quote:“With increased knowledge comes an increased capacity for pain. So if ignorance is bliss, enlightenment must be pure hell.”
-Darien Fawkes, The Invisible Man
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