| Current mood: | sad |
| Current music: | ~corpus delecti~ (The Lake) |
long hard days, and sleepless nights
well, i have decided that i need to make some changes in myself, after a long convorsation last night someone has made me relize that i need to change, i feal like such a asshole sometimes because of the way i feal about certain things, i need to work on myself, but i just dont know where to start, i dont know if i should change myself, no one has told me to change, i have always carried this ( If you dont like it than F*** you ) attitude becaus that is how i was raised, I mean i dont try to be mean, but when someone dosnt like you for who you are or the thing's you see as being good , i think everyone is going to get defenceive, i tend to throw up my guard ALOT because im afraid of geting hurt, this all probaly makes me sound realy dumb, but oh well..
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