i want to cry i am sad and alone and it seems like no one really cares any more and that is the hardest part...how do you know when you aren't wanted anymore or was it that i was never wanted??? i try to help i try to stand tall and be a tower to all of my friends and they all confide in me for the most part they poor their troubles on me and mostof the time i don't mind, i learn from their mistakes with out having to make my own ones... but then when someone doesnt when she turns away and shows no emotion as if closing a door that i cannot open what do i do then its like the foundation on which i stand i dust and how can i climb out of it. now my greatgrandmother is dying and the time when i need my friends most is here but do i confide to them no and its because i wonder if they will turn from me as she did and leave me when i am most vunerable alone and with out hope....so what am i to do?? i know that they will all worry and they will ask if i am ok but i will say yes and retreat further in to myself and further from them.
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