| Current mood: |  okay |
| Current music: | bob marley- the redemption song. |
emmancipate yourselves from mental slavery, none but ourselves can free our minds..
amanda loves me. i've come to the conclusion she really wants my shit. haha. so, this post is for her. art was stupid weitz was happy you werent here today because she hates you. anyway, i guess the rest of the day was alright. the assembly we had was disturbing. just the two stories of the girl who was raped with a pool stick and the guy that drugged him own girlfriend of 3 years. me and melissa were writing notes on her folder the whole time and during those stories we just looked up and then looked at each other with the most horrified faces. it was pretty damaging for the rest of the day..it took me like the whole day to get over it. that other story that the guy who came to talk to us about gangs told us last year (the one about the guy raping his own mother) took me like a month to get over. it still really bothers me thinking about it. so after that the day was relatively fast. after school i left with scott viv and alex and we all decided to go to the mall before i had work. we stopped at alex's house to get his yellow car and i drove over with him. that was an experience, let me tell you. alex likes speed. so after we hung around the mall for like an hour and a half, we sat out in the parking lot and had a tail gating party, as alex called it. we left around 4:30 to drop me off at work. so this is what happened; it takes about half an hour to get from the mall to michael's (where i work) but while driving during rush hour (as we were) it takes about 45 minutes. alex made it in 15...even though all of route nine was backed up with traffic jams. when we got there, viv called us and asked where we were. we told her we were there and she was like 'holy shit, we're still backed up in traffic.' it was funny..but scary. haha. so work went alright..better than the last time i worked i guess. wednesday i came to work straight from the eye doctor and i had just gotten in a fight with my dad so my pupils were still hugely dialated and my eyes were all red. lisa told me i looked like i was a crazy crack addict. it sucked but i guess it was funny. i broke the cash register yesterday haha..it froze all up and then they had to call the michael's help line to get it working again. i suck. i always feel like i'm doing something wrong there. so after work i just chilled out, ate macaroni and cheese, watched i love the '90s with my dad (he loves that show) and called chels. we're hanging out today so we'll probably call up amoondy and maybe our new friend christine! melissa's in nyc today. boo. later on we'll probably hangout with mike and matt too. so who knows. today will probably be good though.
uhh and other stuff i dont know. i try to keep busy so i dont think too much.....
i'm starting to regain trust in people i had lost before. its good i guess.
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