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doodling................
I spoke to "MOM" on her birthday. it was after a really long time. "UNCLE" is taking her to New Zealand and Australia for a holiday. Trups is a lucky kid. chatted with her too. she has again changed her email id and now wants me to send her a card to that id. that's life for her now. changing id's is her high point besides getting excited about nail paints and lipsticks that her mom does not approave of at this age :-). chatted again with "6.3". it was nice. I should not get use to it. i miss him. will call again on the 25th. that's "UNCLE's" birthday.
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some of the exams that we are giving is such 'gas'. they are so irrelevant or rather the relevance is lost amist the confuse minds that are chosen to impart the knowledge. today is one such paper. an interesting subject in it's own right, but we don't have the training to realize the true capacity of it's relevance.
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it's sad sometimes that the friends we make and get close to, suddently disappear. and all because of freedom of expression about likes and dislikes and making visible that thin line one is not suppose to cross. if you're reading this i want you to know i ahve no hard feelings about the mail.
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I think i'm getting immune to giving exams. they don't have that same value or fear that we once would associate with while in school. all of us feel the same in this respect. and today i've been writing continuously for 8 hours.
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i love the rain. the weather is marvelous today. I took a long walk with "J". we left our hair open letting the wind play with it as we walked the lanes of our campus, looking nostalgically around with one thought-- " we'll miss this serenity, the peacefullness around and the secured carefree life"
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the hostel manager is such a dodo. he's made the same mistake again with my mess bill. and that too after reminding him that i have made my payment.
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i have no appetite nowadays. good. my waistline will decrease.
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i'll miss the free internet access that i now enjoy.
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have to get back now to more pressing but undesirable matters
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i still get irritated by a few things which i promise myself that i won't let it bother me. but then somethings have their limits even if it is online or on blurty. (NO! i'm NOT referring to you 'adrenalin')
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today something made me feel very inadequate. but then it's not the first time. he has manage to make me feel this way many times, althought i know it's not intentional.
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somehow i'm starting to dislike peotry, not that i had an immense liking for it. But now and then i don't mine reading one or two.
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I have to get back to Ethics or i'll flunk
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hu! such is life......................
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