|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||Mudvayne~ the end of all things to come|
world so cold
i'm getting my braces in 12 hours...this sucks ass.
my mouth still hurts from these fucking bands. i couldn't chew anything today. i hate this.
i spent the whole day in my room because i don't like my parents. my dad bought me a whole bunch a food to make me talk to him...he's dumb. i can't fucking chew!
i want to scream vary badly right now. it hurts!!
i've just gotten done talking to adam. he's great. he always makes me smile. the only time i've smiled today. he also told me something very coolio.
Kiki Oh 6: it all hurts
dxlt652: i know it does katie
dxlt652: but you have to be strong
dxlt652: you think everyone is trying to get rid of you but their not
dxlt652: youre paranoid youre gonna be alone
Kiki Oh 6: what if i do? i've done it to people before so it's not like i don't deserve this
dxlt652: youre not gonna be alone
dxlt652: im still here
dxlt652: im not gonna leave you
dxlt652: i love you too much to do that
dxlt652: i cant belive i just said that
Kiki Oh 6: said what?
dxlt652: i love you
dxlt652: i hope youre not scared of me now
Kiki Oh 6: i'm not scared of you
Kiki Oh 6: i know you mean it
dxlt652: when i say that i dont just mean it in a friendly way. i loved you as a friend a long ass time ago. but now i think i love you. and if something bad ever happened to you i wouldnt know what i would do. especially if youre the one who did it
Kiki Oh 6: that was beautiful
dxlt652: good, because that took a long time to get out. ive wanted to say it for a long ass time but ive been to scared
Kiki Oh 6: thank you
dxlt652: for what
Kiki Oh 6: making me smile
Kiki Oh 6: making me happy
Kiki Oh 6: making me fell better...everything
dxlt652: i do that to you?
Kiki Oh 6: yep
Kiki Oh 6: and i love you too
Kiki Oh 6: it might not be the same...but it's pretty close
dxlt652: i know
dxlt652: i wan thinking about us today.
dxlt652: i like the situation we are in. i thought it would suck cause i want to be with you but i basically am. its less of a headache
Kiki Oh 6: are you saying i'm a headache
Kiki Oh 6: you ass!
dxlt652: nah...youre great
dxlt652: but you d give me headaches sometimes
Kiki Oh 6: you give me headaches too!
i'm off to bed...i have to get up and run before i leave tomorrow