|Current mood:|| stressed|
i wonder if you're listening
I'M SO FUCKING BORED!!!!!!!! my mom's home sick so i can't go upstairs...well i can but i have to listen to muscin when i'm in my room and she told me to turn it off when i was up there last. this is so gay!!! what the hell else am i suppose to do? there's nothing to do in this house!! especially since i can't go in my room. i've been coming on and off line since i got home from school. i hope she doesn't stay home tomorrow. i need to be in my room.
she's so dumb...all day she goes on the computer while i'm in school then when i get home she goes upstairs and she knows it annoys me! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
and to top it all off i'm going psyco!! so many thoughts and realizations. so now i don't have my room to got crazy in. i have to try to stay calm in formt of my dad. i'm not gonna be in a good mood tomorrow. i think i might have a break down in the middle of the day cause there's so much building up right now.
so many little and stupid things happened today. i'm just putting things in my head. i see things and get my hopes high when they shouldn't be because i know nothings gonna happen.