Victoria (dogdate) wrote, @ 2005-07-07 14:04:00

Everything Is Changing
So Still havnt found a job
And yes it is because of lack of trying. Going to drop of my application at sutherland today or tommorw and hopefully getting an interview the same day.
I dont know the questions, but hopefully they are just common sense
I am okay with common sense... I believe I can do common sense

Its really hard living right now. I need money, most of the time this is on my mind. Not that I am leaving my friends and family behind. I need money. It plagues me. I need money! Not lots just enough so I dont fuck this up! If I have to come back to Lumby because I didnt have enough money, I will be so fucking pissed off. I need money, to pay for bills, school, make sure me and Mel have enough food and toliet paper.

I am so worried that when I get there Mel will find out this isnt what she wants to do and book 'er back here. I dont want to stick her to something she hates, BUT what the fuck will I do. Find another roommate, bring someone I dont know and dont trust into my home. DONT THINK SO. Find a cheap 1 room apt..Now where would I find something like that? In Vancouver? Huh Huh What? Yea Thats what I thought!

Stressed Thats me. I need a job, I need money...I need to get laid. lol I dont "Need" to but hey, would be nice before I head out to college..then focus my whole life on getting the job of my dreams.

Well I need to get in contect with my Dad so I can get a drive into Vernon
YAY for Sylvie moving out
I wish you the best love!!

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