docvergil (docvergil) wrote, @ 2003-12-15 08:10:00

Current mood:	cold
Current music:	The Today Programme::Radio 4

I just got back from an hour's walk in the very very cold-ness at 5.30 in the morning. I went up to school because I was missing Ray and I couldn't sleep. I just couldn't settle - which is not usual for me, I spent most of the last two days asleep. Maybe that's it.

But I missed him, very much.
And I got some really crappy news at the pub last night, which I don't want to talk about, and that made me feel even worse. I just felt numb, sitting up in the front room at home and sitting in bed, looking at his picture. So I went to the only place that I feel really close to him. I thought maybe he'd be having a morning stroll in the extreme coldness, but if he was, I missed him.

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