| Current mood: |  weird |
| Current music: | Life Burns - Apocalyptica |
"Is there no world for tomorrow if we wait for today?"
Sometimes things are so hard.
"I think I'm afraid to be too happy, because whenever I get too happy, something bad always happens...."
Lately I've been feeling so oddly lonely. I don't know which part of my current situation contributes the most to that, but I guess it doesn't really matter much - what matters is that the feeling's here.
I've been feeling a purity of emotions lately. They're not apathetic, they're more real than ever. It's becoming like an addiction. I love feeling each one, to the full extent. Happiness to me is stronger than I can remember, and has a much better effect. Sadness has it's own unique beauty, and although it is an emotion that is usually to be avoided, I love exploring the different levels, the different effects. They're all so... equisite in their own right. And I love them. The happiness, the heartbreak, the laughter, the tears.
Hard days make for the longest and coldest nights.
Don't ever let life pass you by...
Lately I've been addicted to reading dark lyrics. I see such an odd beauty in them. My favorite right now is Life Burns...
We break our enemies with fear
And we've seen how the tears come around
We built our confidence on wasteland
We've seen how the walls come down
A man dies like a butterfly
Life burns from the touch of the reaper
All things must pass
One love is a crooked lie
The world lies in the hands of evil
And we pray it would last
We have no sympathy for the lost souls
We've chosen the path of disgrace
We give this life to our children
And teach them to hate this place
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