|Current music:||Ani D, "In the Way"|
Fuck! I cut myself pretty good today... it's a long story. It looks awful and my shirt keeps rubbing up against it. It hurts!
Steven wants to move to Texas. He's going to try to by the end of this month. I don't know if he can- part of him doesn't think he could leave me. I think its a good idea because his ex-stepfather is going to give him a job for $500 a week. He said he wants to save money and everything. Then he can come back and be with me... but I will miss him so much.
My head aches. Since we are getting rid of this apartment (breaking out lease) I'm going to be so busy. We're going to sell most of our stuff because my grandparents are having a yard sale. Those are always fun. We have lots of useless furniture we don't need.
I feel so sad about this. Although I hate this apartment so much its been great living with Steven. And now we're going to be split apart. I've cried a lot today. I think I should stop crying.