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No noisemakers please...i have a hangover...
yeah tonights new years eve, nothing special as usual...i tried to plan a get-together and invited the following:
Kayla, dan, Mary Beth, Chelsea, Justin, Clifton. Only kayla came so yeah basically...I'm a loser. I really wish dan could have come over bc weve been talking for a while and hes really cool. weve been wanting to hang out but yeah things didnt work out today as usual...i dont know why i even try to plan things they always get messed up in the end...just like stephen and just like today. if he did come he could have shown me a thing or two on the guitar.
yesterday i asked my mom about going on spring break with clifton and she gave me a depressing no. she said i wasnt old enough to go on a trip like that and that she still doesnt trust me bc of the incident w/ katie last summer, its not like all the guys are gonna do anything bad and even if they were i know i wouldnt...i made that clear to clifton when he asked me. and then she tried to make up for saying no that we would be going to a tourny in Pace near spring break...like i would want to see wade or james anyway, those crazy psychos...i cant believe me and katie thought they were cool...especially james..."i pretend my pillows are Katie and i cuddle with them" ewwww...what a freak. and wade too ugh i hate them both.
so as i said before its new years and im doing nothing but being incredibly bored...like i will be tomorrow and the next day and the next day and the next day...