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| Current music: | beautiful by christina aguilera |
updatez
ok so i havent updated since saturday night, right? well yah we went to see freaky friday as planned. the theatre was having a sneak preview of it or something. it wasnt anything big, mom and i met up with killian, howie, and kil's mom at the theatre, got slushies, and watched it. it was kinda cute and funny but its like you see one version, you see em all. but it was a nice night out. after that, we went our separate wayz and got home at like 10:30. i fell asleep right after we got home. i paged travis cuz i was bored and was waiting for him to call my cell phone back but then i remembered that i left it in my mom's car and i was like "oh in 15 mins ill go get it, it takes him forever to answer pages neway" and low and behold, 15 mins later i was dead to the world!!
SUNDAY~~ the evil french relatives left the chicago area today. they were moving on in their vacation and i think going to disney world or something. i dont know, those ppl have so much money, its sick! mom of course wanted to go to their hotel and have a proper farewell so i had to get up at 8 in the morning. we drove downtown to their hotel, they were staying at the fucking ritz carlton!!! i was like in awe the entire time in that hotel lol. so mom, yvette, paul, and claudine went down to the hotel restaurant for breakfast while i stayed in the room and watched tv and ate room service fruit and yogurt and juice with jacqueline and vivienne. they were being surprisingly nice to me like jacqueline showed me a way to curl my hair without it getting all out of control looking (i alwayz swear by straightening my hair) and it actually looked real good. and vivienne and i gave each other manicures. they helped me with some french language stuff that i was confused about. i was brought up and raised speaking both french AND english but seeing as i was born and raised in america it was much easier learning english lol. all i had was my mom for the french stuff :) i ALMOST forgave jacqueline for the whole wine incident :(
after that, my mom and i did some downtown shopping. i got some new clothes at bebe and victoria's secret. we looked around at wet seal but i didnt see anything i really liked. went home around 5, layed out by the pool, and made fruit salad for dinner and ate that while floating around on the pool :D That was the life. mom went out with sean and came back around midnight. they went out to dinner and im guessing back to sean's place? i dont know, i was messing around online when she got in and she just went str8 to bed.
MONDAY~~ anna called and woke me up at like 11 (i was online almost all last night lol and didnt go to bed till almost 4) and wanted 2 hang out. of course i was all like hell yeah. so i picked her up about noon and we went to the bookstore, looked around, bought some books and stuff. then we went back to her place, shes an only child living with her mom and her mom works long ass hours so no one was home. we were bored and had no idea what to do and i jokingly mentioned that i had some extra pot. anna was all for the idea of getting high which surprised me cuz she only drinks, shes been tryin to get me to stop the drugs (even tho i just do them recreationally and shyt) for months. so we lit up and smoked all of my weed. and get this: SHE TRIED TO KISS ME! SHE TRIED TO MOTHERFUCKING KISS ME! this was my absolute dream, what i alwayz wanted, right?? So what the fuck did i do?? i jumped back on the couch and like jerked away!!!! I have no idea why, I mean I was really stoned so that prolly affected my judgement but this was something i had been hoping and wishing and prayed for for the longest time and i fucking blew it!! I will probably NEVER get another chance like that as long as i live!! GOD!! neway about an hour later we both passed out asleep and woke up again on her couch two hours later, around 5. she didnt say anything or even act weird so neither did i. but i was and still am so pissed at myself. its unbelievable. we went back to my house 4 dinner, we made food 4 my mom cuz she gets off work usually @ 5 and so when she came home she had a meal waiting 4 her. so the 3 of us ate out by the pool and then i dropped anna off. came back home, travis had called. didnt call him back even tho i should have. i was so irritated and so unhappy the rest of the day. wtf was my problem??? the afternoon like sent from god (i will never be able to convince anna 2 get stoned again or at least stoned enuf to be uninhibited enuf 2 try 2 kiss me) and i fucking blow it. i was so pissed that i just stayed in my room. watched but im a cheerleader. great movie. fell asleep at like 10:30 cuz im a loser. who didnt go 4 it with the love of her life, anna :(
TUESAY (TODAY!!)~~ for some1 who went to bed so early the night before, i sure slept in late! i slept till 3 in the afternoon!! I guess i mustve been really tired :( i showered cuz i felt dirty and moped around watching daytime talk shows and felt pissed cuz a) the whole anna thing and b) the justin/christina aguilera concert is tonight and guess who isnt going?? Oh yeah, ME!!! grrrr! i baby-sat the norris' kids from 7 till 10:30..i just got home and changed in 2 my pjs and now i'm sitting here!! like a loser!! again!! :D NOT. I swear i once had friends. :( the norris kids and i didnt even do anything. kevin was spending today, tonight, and tomorrow in wisconsin dells with a friend and his family, and vanessa had the flu so she laid in bed and slept on and off and when she wasnt sleeping she was just watching tv. rochelle was the onlyone i had to really entertain. she had a friend over cuz i felt bad 4 her, and they made up a "dance" and put it on for me. so cute. then they played in the sprinkler but it was gettin cold out so i made them come in and we all made brownies. then the friend's mom came to pick her up and she took down my name n # so she could call me to babysit the friend who is an only child..the friends name is renee and she is 4 too. so i was excitedlike yay new contacts lol. im so wide awake, ive been drinking nothing but soda all day which is SO bad for me but oh well. neway im going to fuck around some more online and channel surf on tv so bye bye.
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