\\:-Krissi-:// (difusrrokrebel) wrote, @ 2004-01-24 13:45:00

Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	Sevendust -- Enemy

Yeaaaaahhh
Ed left...There was 2 hours of screaming leading up to it, all they did was fight about me..Im sitting in the kitchen trembling screaming inside my head and i cant stop crying..all the did was scream about how i didnt do anything around the house about how its his fault I practically live in my room and about how im a waste..Im nothing..then my mom starts screaming.."Look what your doing to her" and they got in fight about why i looked like I was about to have a mental breakdown...then he finally leaves and she has the nerve to tell me it isnt my fault..suuuure..Now everytime me and my mom get in a fight for the next however long..Shes gonna tub it in my face that its my fault we dont have the money to pay the bills...my fault Taylors so fucked up and my fault that everythings going wrong..Great..On top of that I got in a..i dont even know what it is..but something with carlos..I dont want to hurt him..but he refuses to give up on me..and then Chris..Ill never abandon him even if he does treat me like shit well like he is right now..whatever...im off

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