|Current mood:|| groggy|
|Current music:||short stories with tragic endings//fata|
standing so close, knowing that it kills me to breathe you in
Me and Amber and Kelsey joined GSA yesterday. :) Well, along with like 30 other people. Quite a few of them are annoying little fuckers that I really dislike, but putting that a side, it's pretty cool. We're going to this party for Support to Express Yourself on September 15th. I'm excited.
I hung out with Rogan, Kelsey, and Megan for most of the day yesterday. And their mom too, haha. Rogan is like the greatest person everrr. To me, anyways. I was just watching all the nice stuff that he does for people and was like "Wow." We're turning him into a girl, making him watch Lifetime and go grocery shopping. I really like grocery shopping, and Lifetime. So whateva. I guess I can understand why he doesn't though, hahaaa. ^_^ When he was picking me up yesterday my dad ran up to the car and was like, "HEY! You must be Rogan." And they shook hands and stuff. Haha, I thought it was pretty funny.
I have to go to school in a couple minutes. Hmm, that kind of sucks. I'm really tired and I'm not sure why. I mean, I only got like 6 hours of sleep. But yesterday I got 9 and I was exhausted. I need to start doing my homework earlier so I can go to bed earlier. And I should probably start smoking way less, because that's making me tired, and it's making me eat a lot. So that succccks.
I'm still on my diet but it's not going so well. I'm still trying for 400-700 calories a day. That's usually about what I have but I've actually been getting fatter. Like way fatter. It's pissing me off so much. I get so upset every time I weigh myself or look in the mirror. It's pretty shitty. So I'm just gonna start not eating lunch and see how that goes. Or maybe I can just eat lunch and not eat dinner. I don't know, I'll work something out. But I have to go to school right now, so ta ta.